I’m Fine

People think depression is sadness, crying or dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb.

A mental depression which you been in when you start missing some part of your life. The walk you had with, the care you felt, the night you spend talking with, the unlimited memories to cherish with that one missing part. Mentally it disturbs you like hell and its starts getting annoying every moment. Psychologist says that ‘it just a thought we have in our mind, which just keep haunting us every time. Even if you plan everything in your life, the fate of life is beyond that. A new life is not easy to get hold on with, to make it happen you need a mental stability. Maybe you wake up someday and realize even your suffering was just a part of a dream, even we exist might be a belief. Have you ever suffered nightmares that bedevil your mind every night like the whole day you stay happy and at night when you try to take a nap, thought starts disturbing every single part of your mind. It can make your whole life hell and you need to get over it whether its love or failure. No one can make a change it’s you who can make yourself a better person for a better tomorrow. 

Depression is not something like a phase,

It’s a disease.

 It’s like screaming when no one can hear.

It’s to be falling apart without anyone noticing.

Bizarre feeling that comes up every day in my mind. It makes me feel blessed with disturbing thoughts. Step by Step it just kept killing me, upsetting my thoughts.

Some of them usually feel something but they can’t express. It happens usually but it’s hard to go through things which you don’t know but you start feeling low and numb.

Why is it always necessary to make a sacrifice of that one most beautiful thing you have deep affection?

People start saying that it’s a lesson, problems make you strong. BULLSHIT!! It kills you 100 times every day like some kind of virus in your body. Being strong doesn’t mean that you have to kill your true self and act like a total asshole.

But that okay,

Everyone finds it hard to get out of it. It happens usually, but you should always think positive and feel better about things. It’s okay to have a bad day, it will end one day. Make yourself feel good that you were strong all the while when things went apart. Start appreciating things which you get every day.
To be an asshole to a nice one and be a nicer person to an asshole, that defines features about me.

Depression makes me cry like it’s an end to my world. I just started wanting her more than ever but you know what I just made a fool out of myself at the end. All what she wanted was an asshole when I was being nicer to an asshole. 

Funny Right? Somebody just kick me for doing it. 

I tell people I’m tired

But in fact, I’m depressed.

I tell people that, I’ll be fine tomorrow

But I know, tomorrow will be worse.

I tell lies everyday

And I know, I’ll not be able to stop it by myself.

Tomorrow is not promised to Anyone.

Fight back and stay strong

We always takes our life for granted, because we knew that there will always be a tomorrow. Life goes on and we learn to live it the same way always complaining about the things which we don’t have, But have we ever thought of loving the things which we already have, its beautiful. Maybe tomorrow won’t come around for you. We dont get that moment back once it’s gone and you’ll regret it. Life is hard but start loving it for the food, shelter, Clothes and specially mom, dad and some friends. They just always be there loving you and want to make you happy but we always  take them for granted and start looking for something else which doesn’t matters. We always look at others and say that “I wish i could live a life like him” 

Somewhere somebody wants to have a life which you have, start living it. Fall in love and keep smiling. 

Every moment life is changing 

Sometime there’s shade, at times sun

Live every moment to the fullest

This very moment

May not be there tomorrow

The one who Loves you whole-heartedly

Is very difficult to come by

If there is someone like that somewhere

She is the most beautiful 

You may hold her hand

She may not be there tomorrow

To the shadow of your eyes
When someone comes

Get hold of your crazy heart

It’ll keep on beating

Remember that, this moment,

This story, may not be there tomorrow

#Kal ho na ho. 

“Tommorow Exists Even though I may not Exist in it”

Nothing worth having, Comes Easy.

​Life is beautiful, with ups and down, failure and success. Problems and sadness are also a part of life which actually should be looked up as a lesson. Is it always necessary to be always on the top? No… It’s okay to be average person who try to see a different side of life.   

 


Walt Disney was fired from a newspaper agency for not being creative, that one failure forced him to pursue his dream. He had now become the most successful cartoonist ever in the history. No one can decide your future, if you believe in yourself and have you the determination to achieve your goal, no one can stop you from fulfilling your dreams. Fate can be changed if you always push yourself to make your dream a reality. 

You love KFC chicken right? But you don’t know the story of the founder Colonel Sander. He was rejected for his chicken recipe 1009 times but he never gave up on his dreams to make his own empire. Every time you face a failure it’s just a lesson that you have to do more better to be on the top. I Believe that every single person is the best but I am little better than them. 

“Agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaaho to puri kayanat usey tumse milane ki koshish mein lag jaati hai.” Well said by Shahrukh khan. I admire Shahrukh khan as a person and as a actor. You all know his story how successful he is and today he is the 2nd richest actor in this whole world. 

To be honest I’m not a writer or any adviser to advice you about life, but I am just a person who is telling you that you are not alone, you have yourself just go and find it. Thousands of thoughts might pass by your mind everyday that you could have done something to make a change. That’s common but don’t feel the same every day. Just get up and act! 

“Don’t let your past problems murder your present and ruin your future.”

Be A Man first. 

“Sunlight, “I say, and she smiles like she believes it’s perfect and she may be the only “What sunshine is to flowers. He loved to look at her, the way she smile and bright up his whole world. It was pretty different feeling, she looked at him staring. All of the sudden he started blushing. He acted awkwardly and ran away. He realized that she knew about him, but making up his mind to ask her out was not an easy task. One day when he was searching for a book in library coincidently they met each other. They just kept looking at each other (weird feeling). She asked him, Why you always keep staring at me? After a minute of silence, he told her that I would like to be your friend and take you out on dinner. Will you mind coming out with me? she said, Yes. From nowhere he started jumping and hugged her awkwardly. The guy wanted to make it special so he made up the preparation for dinner. He went to pick her up and they went to the restaurant. He acted like a gentlemen all the while. So after the dinner was over, the guy showed her the way out to the parking. His car wasn’t starting so he told her let’s take a bus so they can spend some more time together. They went to the bus stop but there was no bus so she was tensed as she was getting late to get back home. He told her let’s move from here, after some miles the guy saw a bus coming so he stopped the bus. They got into the bus but there were only 5 passengers. They were looking at her weirdly, so he covered her with his jacket. They started annoying them but the bus driver didn’t stop the bus, all of the sudden they hit him with a rod. He lost his consciousness and they started to assault her. She was shouting but there was no one to help her. She just gave up and let them do what they wanted. The guy was crying because he was not able to move and help her. After all the sexually assault, they put that rod into her and that ripped her soul apart. Physically she was dead with the pain after all the inner bleeding. They left both of them out of the bus and the guy was lying on the road asking for help but no one tried to lend a hand. After a while due to excess loss of blood he lost his consciousness. Later when he woke up he was in the hospital, both of them were in the serious condition. The boy died due to excess loss of blood and she was still suffering in pain, her soul was dread and ripped off. She was going through a dark world of melancholy. Later that day it was an end from this inferno. The suffering was painful but it’s a disgrace on us that we don’t take a step to stop rape.

Depression and mental condition which she suffered was not even close to which we go through every day. Still we think life is hard on us. Rather than that take a step to stop such people and kill them. Government in India needs to undergo a change. Proper action must be taken against the criminal. My innermost self pray for that 4year girl who was rape in bhayandar. 

REST IN PEACE!

If you talk to your daughter about safety, talk to your son about consent.

#stoprape #staystrong #forAbetterINDIA

Never Ever Give Up.


Every one wants to be on the top. It takes a hugh risk and a failure. It hard to get over the failure you once faced, even after the hardship you had been through usually people don’t have any guts to make a way out. Some people are so mad at themselves over the failure, they just can’t get over it and start again. Frankly speaking, failure is also a part of life, but no one likes the taste of it. Bitter isn’t.? Everytime people got me down i just told myself you can do it no matter what, because I remember the day when I decide to start, now its just a failure which can’t decide my fate. I failed hunderd times in my life whether its about relationship, friendship or my dreams. Even after so much suffering I never had the guts to just tell myself to just give up because I knew its not the end. Even while writing this blog i have been suffering through a failure but i know, I have to get up again and fight for myself. I promised, whether or not I am going to live my dream. So if a person like me can never give up then even you can. You just need to have a goal set, fight for it everyday and make it happen.

If you want to be on the top you have to go through every hardship but never ever give up on yourself. Be brave to face it and make a new start everyday for a better today. Just keep Smiling 

#Nevergiveup #staystrong #followyoudreams 

Be strong, Be happy.

Life is Clueless. 

So of them usually feels something but they can’t express it. It usually happens but its hard to go through things which you don’t know but you start feeling low. Girl’s might say mood swings because they got mood swings 24/7. But that okay, still every person finds it hard to get out of it. It usually happens with me, but you should always think and make yourself feel better about things. Its okay to have a bad day, it will end one day thats life. Make yourself feel good that you were strong all the while when things went apart. Start appreciating things which you get everyday you will start enjoying every part of life whether its good or bad. Be kind and be happy. Never change yourself for others but change yourself to be better everyday. 

Wishlist

 Protect Someone 


Life is beautiful to be happy. You should always appreciate what you get because you never know when will it end. Its hard to go through a uncureable disease which a person  is suffering everyday to get over from a nightmare. Thats not easy because it can’t be cured like CANCER. People suffers everyday but still they are happy because they know soon they will be no more.Still they smile that makes others happy even when they are sad deep down thats life. I don’t know how can i make some one like that happy or smile but i always had a dream to protect someones life oneday. Like me they will have a wishlist to do things before they die but for that you need money to fulfill not everyone is born with a silver spoon. God gave me good health to work hard to earn and make someone happy.