People think depression is sadness, crying or dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb.
A mental depression which you been in when you start missing some part of your life. The walk you had with, the care you felt, the night you spend talking with, the unlimited memories to cherish with that one missing part. Mentally it disturbs you like hell and its starts getting annoying every moment. Psychologist says that ‘it just a thought we have in our mind, which just keep haunting us every time. Even if you plan everything in your life, the fate of life is beyond that. A new life is not easy to get hold on with, to make it happen you need a mental stability. Maybe you wake up someday and realize even your suffering was just a part of a dream, even we exist might be a belief. Have you ever suffered nightmares that bedevil your mind every night like the whole day you stay happy and at night when you try to take a nap, thought starts disturbing every single part of your mind. It can make your whole life hell and you need to get over it whether its love or failure. No one can make a change it’s you who can make yourself a better person for a better tomorrow.
Depression is not something like a phase,
It’s a disease.
It’s like screaming when no one can hear.
It’s to be falling apart without anyone noticing.
Bizarre feeling that comes up every day in my mind. It makes me feel blessed with disturbing thoughts. Step by Step it just kept killing me, upsetting my thoughts.
Some of them usually feel something but they can’t express. It happens usually but it’s hard to go through things which you don’t know but you start feeling low and numb.
Why is it always necessary to make a sacrifice of that one most beautiful thing you have deep affection?
People start saying that it’s a lesson, problems make you strong. BULLSHIT!! It kills you 100 times every day like some kind of virus in your body. Being strong doesn’t mean that you have to kill your true self and act like a total asshole.
But that okay,
Everyone finds it hard to get out of it. It happens usually, but you should always think positive and feel better about things. It’s okay to have a bad day, it will end one day. Make yourself feel good that you were strong all the while when things went apart. Start appreciating things which you get every day.
To be an asshole to a nice one and be a nicer person to an asshole, that defines features about me.
Depression makes me cry like it’s an end to my world. I just started wanting her more than ever but you know what I just made a fool out of myself at the end. All what she wanted was an asshole when I was being nicer to an asshole.
Funny Right? Somebody just kick me for doing it.
I tell people I’m tired
But in fact, I’m depressed.
I tell people that, I’ll be fine tomorrow
But I know, tomorrow will be worse.
I tell lies everyday
And I know, I’ll not be able to stop it by myself.